Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Overslept!!!!!!


Oh Damn!! Today I really overslept and I missed my class, physics ah... Dammit, I slept at 12a.m. but I woke up at 12 p.m. =________=||| I'm suppose to have a class at 11a.m. until 12 p.m. but I overslept!!! Dammit, I need an alarm... -___________-zzZZ

Monday, June 29, 2009

Final Fantasy Dissidia~~



Today don't have anything special so I guessed I just introduce one game I've been playing la~~~ Final Fantasy Dissidia is a Final Fantasy series that mixed all of the "Good and Evil" characters from Final Fantasy I until X and there's a war between Cosmos and Chaos, which is the battle between good and evil... I personally will recommend FF fans to play this game because it's special in all ways... The battle system is totally different from the original Final Fantasy, and it can be played in multi-player, which players can compete one another... =)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Searching for my purpose of living...



Maybe I played too much of games, so that's why I always have ridiculous questions in my head... In order to live, people have dreams to chase, a target to achieve, a goal to success... But if one doesn't have any of it, one will spend his/her life meaningless as time passes by and yet did not have any purpose of living... As for me, I did not know what am I searching for, I just wandered endlessly... I did not know what's the answer I've been searching for... For now, I lived my life as this life is given by God, my parents... I'm suppose that's the purpose of living for me by now, if they were gone, I will never be here too...

I already gave up hopes on friends when I was little, maybe when I was in primary school... Although now I've met them once again, but the feeling would never be the same... I hate people broke their promises one time after another, what's the point of promise if they were broken again and again? I wanted attention, at least a friend who acknowledge of my existence... But, everytime I hope, I got disappointment... They only know me when they need me, I'm through with this, I'm sick of it... So prove me wrong with this statement, Friends are merely tools for one another.......

I guess you wouldn't need me anymore...


To a person that have been very busy nowadays... When I 1st met you, you're just an outsider with a weird attitude... I know the feeling of loneliness, so I decided to become friends with you in order to let you felt at least a little bit more happier as you're not alone... But as time passes, you changed little by little... You're starting to ignore me, and only call me whenever you need me... That wasn't so obvious before you left for 3 months... After I go for the 3 months in NS, I see a different You... I know you failed to chase the girl, I still comfort you even though I've no experience at all... I was quite shock when I know you wanted to go to pubs, K-box, and all the luxuries in life... That time, I was wandering, where's the old friendly and innocent you? Everytime I went out with you, you're just busy with your handphone, you make me feel like I'm talking to a wall... During the carnival days, I went to school and I met you... You just walk pass by without even noticing me, I really got disappointed that time, looks like I'm really am an invisible person unless you need help from me... When I 1st became friends with you, I warned you to be prepared... Because maybe I'll betray you in the future... But too bad, you're the one that did this to me... We're not the same at all, I liked to play games while you liked to study yourself to dead... Whenever I tried to entertain you, you're just showing the same annoying face... As my conclusion, you wouldn't be needing me for some time... So I guess this is the end for our Friendship... Sayonara and I hope I won't have to deal with you again...

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Wild Life~~





Today I went to my二姨's farm to plug some rambutan, I thought it will be easy cause they say I wouldn't need to climb up the trees though... But, I need to climb ladder in order to reach them... And, that was quite tiring... -_____- After that, my二姨call me to plug some coconuts too... Well, it wouldn't be that hard, right? Oh my goodness, the tree was so damn tall and I need to climb up a ladder about 10 feet tall!! I thought that it's easy to plug off the coconuts on the tree, but I get it all wrong, it was even more tirng than pluging those rambutan!! After I rested for awhile, my二姨call me to pull out some of the sugar cane... Whoa!! Those sugar cane are pretty tough, they have pesky torn that make me feel itchy and pain at the same time, and they're hard to pull out too... And finally, I plug 1 of the biggest nangka in the farm... As I have prepared to use all my energy for the nangka, when I used not even 1/10 of my full strength, the nangka dropped and I slipped and fell... hahaha... xD I think this kind of lifestyle suits me perfectly since I'm hyper-energetic... =p

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Muahahaha!!! King of Fighters Regulation A again!!! =D



I just found out that Tesco is now open for players to play PS2 freely again, and the most exciting thing is they were displaying KOF MIA (which is King of Fighters Regulation A) again!! WooHoo~~ Today I beat the best player in Tesco again... Which is my ex-colleague... xD Although I didn't play that often anymore, but I still beat him... Wakakaka!!! That proves that my gaming skill still beats others... ^o^ and that is my favourite and toughest character to beat... Because she's skilled at both short range and long range... This character is nooby but she can be strong like !@#$%^& if you know how to use her... xD

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

EMINA~~


There was a roadshow for clubs today... So I went to the club I'm interested on, which is EMINA... And what I was told is, GACC will held on the August in 2009 in MMU, while DaiCon is held in CyberJaya Campus on the July 11th and 12th (if I'm not mistaken >_<)... I'll join this club for sure cause I <3 anime... =D

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

To : Grace

I think that it's almost time for you to go to KL, right? So, as a friend... I wish you a very good luck on your studies and hope you can adapt the situation as soon as possible once you're out of Malacca... And 1 more thing, thanks for hearing me out on the other day, although we're "chit-chatting"... If you wanted those A Famosa's photos, you have to come on Friday... Because I'm not free on Wednesday and Thursday... Any day except those 2 days... =]

Animation~~ <3 <3


Today I woke up quite early, which is 9a.m.(it's very LATE for others). Then I continue to watch the anime I watched half-way, the "Gate Keepers", "ゲートキーパーズ "... I think it's quite an old anime cause the story involves in Tokyo 1969, but the story is interesting because each of the character had different special ability called "gate" which summons energy from other dimension to fight off invaders(which is their main enemy)... I haven't finished this anime, so don't ask me how does the story goes~~

Monday, June 22, 2009

IT Mathematics



Yesterday I didn't upload my blog because I watch a TVB series until very late at night... Cause today my class starts at 4p.m., which is IT Mathematics...











I think I need to concentrate on my studies now~~ After all, my dad was not happy(He spent almost RM10,000) for my entry in Multimedia University... So I'll have to prove him that the money he spent for me is worthy... Actually foundation and form 6 is about the same, cause foundation needs 1 year while form 6 needs 2... Foundation cost about 10,000... But if you think again, if I work for 1 year... I'll have back that 10,000...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Have I Done Something Wrong?


Why the cold responses? Did I piss someone off? I like to play games, but it's not a crime... Why am I being treated differently? They only think of me when I was needed... I'm not a tool!!! I'm a human being just like everyone else, I'm not special at all, just an ordinary person... I got my feelings too...

Friday, June 19, 2009

What am I?


Hm... I've been wandering for a whole day, even people doesn't noticed me, why am I still treat them as friends? It's just a waste of time to worry about this... So I'll try not to think of it as much as I could... Something's been bothering me... 3 months of loneliness, my parents don't even come and visit me during the 3 months in NS... Everytime I see my friends with their friends or parents... They looked so happy, and all I can do is just feel happy for them... That's all... Do I still need to bare this feeling even though I've came back? No friends... Can I survive without friends? I think I can, cause I've been though this for 11 years... During that time, my family who are the only ones that hold dearest to me... So it's true then, the one who didn't study history are cursed to repeat it...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

My 3rd Wisdom Tooth is KILLING ME!!!!


I think it's already about 1 week, and my pain is getting worse and worse... I'm afraid that I need to "cabut" that tooth because of the pain... Whatever, I'll just have to wait and see... After all, I need to have patience until that tooth is fully grown, but the waiting is KILLING ME!!! Anyone have this problem?? Please share if you have any information about the wisdom tooth... My dad told me that we humans have only 1 wisdom tooth... But I already have 2 wisdom tooth and the 3rd tooth is growing and its KILLING ME!!! T_T Help~~~~~

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Stupid Quizzes


Today I suppose to have a lecture for physics... But it was canceled because of some Library Literacy thingy~~ So I have to go on 11.30a.m., that's the time I was informed... But it ended up my class has ended on 11.30a.m.... What the... I was told on 11.30a.m. and that was the time my class finished... Then my friends said don't bother about the time, just go there... So I follow my friends to the computer lab to register... Before we register ourselves on the net, we were asked to answer several questions... And seriously, I don't know what the heck it was asking about~~ Most of the students panicked because we need to score 70% to pass this quiz... And it ended up putting a video, which tells us all the answers... After that, we registered ourselves and went back home~~

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Boring day~~ Sorry Mom...

Although today it's my mom's birthday, I didn't wish her a happy birthday... Something makes me don't wanna open my mouth and wish my mom a happy birthday... I'm just a bad kid... Today I didn't go for badminton practice because there was a competition being held at there... And those competitors sucks... :p

Monday, June 15, 2009

Embarrassing!!


Today was my 1st day to MMU, and I thought my class starts on 8 a.m.(as written in the time table), and I didn't know that the time table was outdated... And I ended up enter to wrong class, my course is foundation in information technology, and the class I entered was diploma in Law... After 30 minutes, I just realized that i entered the wrong class... I tell the lecturer and she let me out... After that, I met some of my friends who are taking the same course, then we walked to the class together... This is the most embarrass day of my life... =_=

Sunday, June 14, 2009


This morning I woke up very late in the morning, cause I watched 1 movie yesterday night... And the title was "Blood"... The movie was not bad but the action part was kinda sucks... xD and for those who are interested in japanese movies, I would recommend you to watch this movie...

Friday, June 12, 2009

Finished my course registration today... from now on, i'll be damn busy... Zzz -__________-"

Painful Memories~

Memories, Sharp as Daggers,
Pierce into the Flesh of Today.
Suicide of Love took away all that matters,
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked Grave in Your Heart...

緋色月下、狂咲ノ絶