Campur + Rojak!

I have no idea what to write about but just for fun writing + improving writing skills(i guess)... 1 of my friend have invited me to work at Genting Highland, the 1st thing that came on my mind was,"Great I've always wanted to work there", but then again, my parents are the 1 that decide whether I can't or can go...

I didn't expect them to let me go there easily, but finally I gathered all my courage and asked my mom, and surprisingly she agreed! Woo, then left my dad... I thought he will let me go for no problem but then surprisingly he forbids me... Saying that the house is not low on money and do not need me to earn much money to provide the house's supply...

Of course I knew that, but then he doesn't want me to go, and I have no choice but to follow... I'm terribly sorry to my friend... I would love to go but my dad don't let me, sorry :(

Ever since I've decided not to study, problem just keep poping out, people around me wants me to study to get a cert for finding a job in the future... What's the big deal about this cert? It can't earn money, or be eaten! Why's everyone want that so badly? I prefer to get a skill rather than a piece of paper that worth nothing...

And of course, my parents wouldn't allow me to go for technical school because they think is a waste of talent of studying... bullshit... I can decide how I wanna live right? Whether easy life or hard life, it's my decision... I won't die because I don't have a cert, but they do see me like I'm gonna die if I don't study...

That's it... That's all I'm gonna write now...

I think I've found myself a target to achieve~

Today in the middle of my sleep, I was thinking that I really had no intention of studying at all... But I can't ignore this study cause I don't even know I wanted to do... And guess what, suddenly I feel like I wanna be a story writer or a writer, at least... I wanna write stuffs(well maybe I'm not good), what inspired me was, there's so many great stories out there, so why can't I write 1 too?

I got excited while having that thought and I almost can't sleep! When I heard my mom was awake and I can't wait to tell her, but then she ruined my mood and everything... She said this might just be your short interest, like your guitar(yeah that's true)... But I didn't even try and she already putting rocks on my head... I'm gonna tell my dad how I felt about studying and writing stuffs...

Yes it maybe true that this is just a short interest just like others, but I'm willing to learn new things(except for studying, man this sucks!)... and I also have another target that is to learn how to earn money ONLINE!(I don't wanna sit in front of the PC, browsing facebook and rot!)

3rd 1..

Wow... Only in January and I already give advice on lovy lovy stuff has increased to 3 times, I don't expect this much cause I don't have any experience myself... Argh! I'm a problem solver? No way!! I can listen to problems but don't ask me like "What should I do?" these kind of questions, hey man, that's your problem not mine...

The decision is always clear already but still need some advice, like you already chosen A between A and B and you ask for opinion... If the opinion points to B you will still choose A, so why bother to ask for advice when you're sure already? Well, if you still have doubt you can always give up right? You can try again as long you're willing to get up...

Final piece of advise, which I saw on facebook... "If you can't decide which 1 to love, choose the 2nd 1... Because if your love towards the 1st 1 is firm, you won't even think about 2nd 1..."

You're Welcome~

Well, I doubt that you will ever find this post~ lol... But it's alright, I just help what I can to do for you, of course your boyfriend too... Since both of you already been together for 2 years, so I wouldn't want you 2 just break up just because of a little fight...

We, are human and we're not perfect, but sometimes we need to fight once in awhile to show that we care for each other... Fight aren't always bad but do remember to apologize after you have done fighting~ Try to be more understanding and this will make things a lot easier right?

Now I feel happy that I'm able to help, at least you 2 are in good terms already~ I wish you 2 all the best~ =)