Wednesday, May 5, 2010

~_~ sigh~

well, well~ someone is definately reading what i wrote~ that was unexpected~ alright then, 1st thing 1st... I never heard anyone that says anything about going to cyber looking for house, if wanna go look for 1, should look it together, not go there without never saying anything~ and when I noticed, already found 1 and only for 6 persons~ ok that's fine with me, after all I'm the 1 who always didn't study and bother people... so I understand if you guys don't wanna live together, but tell me 1st... and unfortunately, no one does...

And I dunno since when I got some crashing with other people, just straight tell me at face, not poking me from behind... If you're not happy with something, just tell, so hard to open your mouth? got gold inside scare people to steal? I am not the type of guy who always study until half dead, I rather do things my own way, maybe in future I might fail, but this is my own choice, so don't bother, I won't regret~

Think before you say or do anything, someone says he/she is fine with anything, but I came across a lot of people who say that but do not actually fine with "anything"... That ticked me off a little, so now... About the previous post, is not that I'm angry that you guys finding a house without telling me, is I'm pretty shocked that I got left behind... again... I'm just mad that no one even told me about this, and say I do nothing about it...

This is my own things to say, anything to comment, please do so...

Monday, May 3, 2010

...

Well... It's been awhile I wrote something here, I just found out that I'm going to have to leave my hometown to further my studies... and I doesn't want to stay at the hostel cause my dad told me I'm gonna take bus to Cyber instead of driving there, I'm gonna go crazy if I can't drive...

This is not the main issue, the thing is I thought I was suppose to stay there with a group of people... But~ I was left untold until they posted the photos in fb entitled "our future home", in my mind I was like what the heck? You all went there without telling me and now I was kicked out... Whatever, but I'm running out of time to look for the house... and since I'm alone I guess I'll have to fit myself into a new enviroment again, just like I went to NS... I just hope I can find a house there...

This is a word for myself : Humans always think themselves before they can think others... and to sum that up, that is called "Selfish"... Counter my statement if you can, HUMAN...

Painful Memories~

Memories, Sharp as Daggers,
Pierce into the Flesh of Today.
Suicide of Love took away all that matters,
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked Grave in Your Heart...

緋色月下、狂咲ノ絶