I'm Tired~

I'm really sick of everything, why there's nothing else to do besides study, study and study? Maybe I wasn't even be honest to myself, I've been forcing myself to do something I don't want... I just wanted to take off the mask and be myself~

But what I desired for? Games? Career? Family? Attention? Friends? I really don't know what I'm searching for... I know something, that is I'm not honest to myself...