Sunday, July 24, 2011

Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallow P2

Phew~ Talk about a long tiring day, today I went to visit my brother who's in IKBN~ It's kinda surprise to see him botak, and so tanned! I nearly can't recognize him, lolol~ Well, he's happy to see us visiting him~ Unlike me gone through every Sunday without my parents visiting me, it's not like I wanted to complain, but they can at least come see me once... Oh well, since it's over already then let's not bother it, shall we?

After done visit my brother, we went back home to prepare for cinema~ We're going to watch Harry Potter at AEON, so we reach there like 4pm+, I think..~ I watched the show half way and I got an unexpected mail from..... Even though it's amusing, but it pretty much affect my mood for the rest of the show already~ lol

Then, I went to MMU for the club meeting... I don't really call that a meeting, they basically screw around and make noise~ serious business 30%, bullshit 70%~ haha, it was amusing though~ Now that's conclude today's event~

Saturday, July 23, 2011

If you said so...

I'm just trying to help~ If you said so, well there's no point of me keep helping ya~ You said you don't want her to suffer, then my advise to you is... Let go... == Seriously wtf, wanna be with her but don't wanna take action? What are you, coward or something? Zzz... IF that's your decision, I respect you~ Fine with me since it's not my business~

Friday, July 22, 2011

Yeah I'm sick of you~ :D

Well, I doubt that fella will ever gonna read this, but I'm gonna post it anyway~ Alright, I'm totally fed up about someone already~ Well, often broke her(Yeah it's a her) promise, always saying stuffs that was not suppose to say, and pretty "good" at reading atmosphere, seriously I'm not really happy~

I used to laugh and enjoy our conversation, but then you're the 1 that ruined that friendship~ There's no point apologizing right now, yes? What done is done, it cannot be undo~ So your impression to me is pretty much screwed, and I don't really wanna bother about it~

Few days ago you initiate a conversation but I was in a bad mood, never mind~ The next day, I ask you something and you obviously lied to me... For crying out loud, please think before you lie, that lie was so obvious until I was sick of you~ :D

Since you already have a boyfriend, so just be with him and be happy~ A friend is just a friend, and I don't want a friend that always break promises and telling lies~ Thank you~

Finally...

Well, I guess it's about time I've gain some courage to step out the 1st 1... I was afraid of the future, I guess... Now I guess I'll just have to struggle for my future, and the process is study, what a pain... Oh well, I hope I'll get motivated until then..

Um... I don't wanna disappoint people, so when I said something, I'll do it... I don't eat my words, when I said it, I do it~

I've decided to chase after a girl as well, I hope she can accept me... If you're reading this, please smile :D

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Woots! long time no write =.=

Ok... this will be quite a headache to think what to write of... since I have the mood, why not write something~ I had a pretty messed up mind, probably special, but to others maybe I'm just a retard or idiot... Everyone's studying hard for getting a cert, but not me... I really have no intention of studying anymore, and what I get in return? "What are you going to do if you don't want to study?" That's the reply I get after I talked to all the people around me... That word doesn't fail me, and it gets my nerves EVERYTIME!!

I don't get it, do I seriously have to study to earn money? In my way of thinking, absolutely no... There's always a way to earn money, just whether you like it or not~ and people always said you'll get jealous if someone enter later than you and gets higher salary... Yeah like I care, they'll go into a coffin sooner or later(without the money they earn of course!).. I wanna enjoy my life, whether it's a tough 1 or easy 1... Sure I want knowledge, but not the dead knowledge or the common knowledge everyone has to study now...

What's the use of them anyway when you came out looking for job? Probably you'll just need 2 out of 10 subjects you have studied... I know my parents are concerned about me but I want to live my own life, and that's not study... I never regret of deciding anything, including this... and I meant by studying to get a cert... Why am I even bothered...? My thinking sure differ than others around my area...

Painful Memories~

Memories, Sharp as Daggers,
Pierce into the Flesh of Today.
Suicide of Love took away all that matters,
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked Grave in Your Heart...

緋色月下、狂咲ノ絶