Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Woots! long time no write =.=

Ok... this will be quite a headache to think what to write of... since I have the mood, why not write something~ I had a pretty messed up mind, probably special, but to others maybe I'm just a retard or idiot... Everyone's studying hard for getting a cert, but not me... I really have no intention of studying anymore, and what I get in return? "What are you going to do if you don't want to study?" That's the reply I get after I talked to all the people around me... That word doesn't fail me, and it gets my nerves EVERYTIME!!

I don't get it, do I seriously have to study to earn money? In my way of thinking, absolutely no... There's always a way to earn money, just whether you like it or not~ and people always said you'll get jealous if someone enter later than you and gets higher salary... Yeah like I care, they'll go into a coffin sooner or later(without the money they earn of course!).. I wanna enjoy my life, whether it's a tough 1 or easy 1... Sure I want knowledge, but not the dead knowledge or the common knowledge everyone has to study now...

What's the use of them anyway when you came out looking for job? Probably you'll just need 2 out of 10 subjects you have studied... I know my parents are concerned about me but I want to live my own life, and that's not study... I never regret of deciding anything, including this... and I meant by studying to get a cert... Why am I even bothered...? My thinking sure differ than others around my area...

Painful Memories~

Memories, Sharp as Daggers,
Pierce into the Flesh of Today.
Suicide of Love took away all that matters,
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked Grave in Your Heart...

緋色月下、狂咲ノ絶