Continue previous 1 shall we?

Well well~ Someone is taking my posts without my permission, fine then~ Since you're so into it, until came into a blog to take something that means you just have a miserable life than me~ lol, Why even bother to care if you know it's not you? Only those who do it, feel it~ Tapi banyak yang perasan, pelik juga~ I didn't type in the names, so whoever thinks it is, well basically I have no comment on it~

Thank you for giving the title "Legend", but I'm much not appreciate it since I'm not so close with you or even friend with you, so f*ck off~ :D and again, it's to someone only, yang perasan mia, no comments~ I don't even mind whoever is against me, I'll just go on with or without only, not a big deal~

And finally, let's put a couple of picture to celebrate shall we? Trolololol!~

Seriously Immature People and no Consideration!~

It's been awhile since I posted something, so here am I posting some stuffs, the bad 1 as usual~

It's already been a month since I stayed here, well, all I did was to tolerate others~ and now I think I can't take it anymore, this is seriously irritating and annoying~ Some will not take the opinion of others, and some are damn self centered~ Maybe I'm sensitive, but seriously I never see anyone clean this house up, unless I started to clean something. Nobody clean the toilet, nobody cleans the room~ Fine, I'll do it since my nose can't take any dust.

The cooking is not always good, and the "Chef" will not listen to any opinion, and treat us like "lab rats". I do not like that 1 bit, at least make something good and not do anything on your own bitch!~ I don't like to mix with them because they acted like immature children, even though some is already 22 years old, grow up will ya?

The wifi is just doing fine, why insert that damn email and made until everyone can't online? I do not understand. I tried to fix it too, but there's too much stuffs I do not know, and those stuffs are PERSONAL INFORMATION! I do not want to act like I know it all because I'm not. After the line is restored, thanks to somebody, you insert the password like shit, yeah thanks a lot.. And EVERYONE acted like nothing happened, well I have to say thank you and fuck you~ Screw yourself in your studies as I already made up my mind to move out as soon as I get the chance.

I know the world's fair, what you did to others, others will do it to you eventually, so if I'm lucky enough, I maybe have the chance to see it~

Another nothing good post~

Well, I only updated the bad ones recently~ I'm just tired, physically and mentally... I got into fight with my parents because of some misunderstanding involving someone else... I go to work, there's this cocky brat who works longer than me 3 months and orders around me... I'm seriously not the type who took orders from those who are inexperience themselves, giving orders to me is seriously pissing me off... After all the stress during the day, at night depends. Mood swings, misunderstandings, not willing to listening carefully(that's what i think), sudden silent, rude, etc~ Well, I'm at fault too because sometimes I said something 1st... Price to pay before something good happens, it's always like this...

No good...

This is already the 3rd day I'm back home... I still feel like an alien coming out of jail... I don't recognize things that used to be familiar with me... I feel isolated... The way I used to feel... When I reach home, I don't even get a welcome home, that surely put me emotional, feeling down... Even online seemed like a new thing to me, have not been using it for almost 3 weeks... Why is this happening? Yes, because my heart has been torn apart... As days passes, I'm feeling worse... Why going through all these avoidable trouble...? Experience? No, I feel someone that is very important to me, doesn't trust me anymore, treating me like an outsider, I've been lock outside, not being able to go inside, I cannot do anything... Powerless... Loneliness... Why am I being treat differently? Yes, I know why... Because some are not suppose to know, so I have to get a different treatment... I only get to see when I am with that person, online or in real life... Other than that, I'm a total stranger... Texting each other, I lied actually... I got too many things to say until I don't feel like typing, words cannot express my feelings, so I always type the usual things... My logic is starting to take over my feelings, I can no longer be patient when logic is doing the work... I tend to get angry back and started to type things that I'm not suppose to say... Those who are important to me, I tried so hard to protect their feelings... Who's going to protect my feelings? They do not even understand me 1 bit, I just need something simple... Something that my parents used to give me when I was a child until 4 or 5 years old... Not good, I've been a crybaby when I was little, please just stay inside like this... I don't want to be weak anymore...

Misunderstand!?

Ok, I'll start with what I was doing when I started texting with you... I was at the cafe eating my dinner, and suddenly my friends were asking me to rush the moral assignment, the deadline which is tomorrow/today(the 13th). So basically my mood was ruined for like 30%, cause they did not ask me to do much, just the power point.. And then, the chinese asked us to go for dancing practice, which is not necessary for me to go, that ruined about 10%... ok fine~ these are thephysically things that bugs me~

Alright then, to the main point... Do you notice when I text you I were like pleading you? and all I get for a reply is no, bu fang bian, cannot? So I was frustrated with the assignment and all I got is nofrom you, then what can I do? so I was like no choice lo, tell her to have fun while I'm stuck in HELL... but what did you reply? Wei.. now I fang bian liao~ kns you... When I read this, do you know what I felt? Is like telling people to have fun and the other scold "fuck you / screw you"~ that's just basically made my mood from bad to worst... is Worst, not worse...

1st you said cannot call, then now you scold me for saying have fun... and you know I RARELY PUT ^_^... When I put it I mean it... I didn't said it like half ass, I'm dead serious.. So why did I get a scolding? I need an explaination on this... so what if I said have fun~ you can just say, eh, I haven't go there la, later free liao i call/you call~ why need to reply wei / kns you? Thanks to you, I didn't even sleep at night... 4am 5am 6am 7am woke up... and when I said I wanna settle with you, you said not now, wait.. you wanna know how I feel? but I don't plan to tell you unless you wanna know... that's all I wanna say... just reply me a post or a comment... I'm feeling really down...