Just a random post

Time sure fly fast, 1 of my friend is going to US already~ Well, Good luck to her. =)

For these past times I've wasted, I've been thinking a lot... What's a friend meant to me, a person who cares? a person who loves? or a person that doesn't brake a promise? No... I used to say that friends are merely tools for each other, well I don't think I'm wrong for that... Some people just use others to achieve their goal and they would watch the 1 that they used tremble or fall in life, these people are just pathetic...

For me, I have a new thinking about friends... I don't have close friends actually, maybe I wanna protect those friendship until I'm overdo something, that's why I don't have any... I wanna thank 1 guy who always hangs out with me and talk craps together~ I hope this could continue until the days of studying is over... lol~

For those who are kiashu and selfish~ Learn how to share and lose once for awhile, as people lose, they gain the experience~ Not just stick to 1 stuff that you are strong, people need to learn from all things, even things that you don't like or don't know... Someone said I'm selfish before, I don't know when did I do so... People have weakness as they're not perfect, and I'm 1 of them... Well, I try not to be those 2 I mentioned...

As time passes, I saw a change on someone I didn't see for a long time... A lot of things have changed, I can tell but then I didn't know what had changed... Maybe cause I never bother even looking at him, reminds me of bad things... If someone really treasure friendship, I think they'll try everything to get that back, but then I don't see that effort for me~ I'm just another person in the crowd... Something that is lost will never be found again...

Well then, that concludes the post~

~_~ sigh~

well, well~ someone is definately reading what i wrote~ that was unexpected~ alright then, 1st thing 1st... I never heard anyone that says anything about going to cyber looking for house, if wanna go look for 1, should look it together, not go there without never saying anything~ and when I noticed, already found 1 and only for 6 persons~ ok that's fine with me, after all I'm the 1 who always didn't study and bother people... so I understand if you guys don't wanna live together, but tell me 1st... and unfortunately, no one does...

And I dunno since when I got some crashing with other people, just straight tell me at face, not poking me from behind... If you're not happy with something, just tell, so hard to open your mouth? got gold inside scare people to steal? I am not the type of guy who always study until half dead, I rather do things my own way, maybe in future I might fail, but this is my own choice, so don't bother, I won't regret~

Think before you say or do anything, someone says he/she is fine with anything, but I came across a lot of people who say that but do not actually fine with "anything"... That ticked me off a little, so now... About the previous post, is not that I'm angry that you guys finding a house without telling me, is I'm pretty shocked that I got left behind... again... I'm just mad that no one even told me about this, and say I do nothing about it...

This is my own things to say, anything to comment, please do so...

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Well... It's been awhile I wrote something here, I just found out that I'm going to have to leave my hometown to further my studies... and I doesn't want to stay at the hostel cause my dad told me I'm gonna take bus to Cyber instead of driving there, I'm gonna go crazy if I can't drive...

This is not the main issue, the thing is I thought I was suppose to stay there with a group of people... But~ I was left untold until they posted the photos in fb entitled "our future home", in my mind I was like what the heck? You all went there without telling me and now I was kicked out... Whatever, but I'm running out of time to look for the house... and since I'm alone I guess I'll have to fit myself into a new enviroment again, just like I went to NS... I just hope I can find a house there...

This is a word for myself : Humans always think themselves before they can think others... and to sum that up, that is called "Selfish"... Counter my statement if you can, HUMAN...

Random post~

Well... I don't wanna mention the name, but is pretty obvious that someone is against me... Although not that serious compare to last time, but now I'm pretty SURE 100% that "someone" is against me...

1st of all, since when did I pissed you off? Did I done something unforgivable? If you say is the 1 power point thing I didn't do for HD, then I shall remind you that you did the same thing too~ Usually I won't look at other people face or attitude, but yours I have to say, I observe quite many times and I will say something unplease to your ears...

Ever since I was little, I'm observing everyone, even now in MMU~ Sorry but I have to say, that someone has the worst attitude of all~

It's been a long time~

Well, I guess again... I'm slacking off writing on my blog again~ lol~ but the fact is nothing really special happen, so I guess I'll just let it pass...

Actually I don't know what to write now, but I just feel like writing something here, mostly is just crap though... Now I realised that I can't cope with my studies already, I think I really need to start to work hard, but how?

I can't get myself into study mood, I just wanna rest, for a long long time... Ah, I hate myself now... ~.~